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[26 Mar 2007|07:33pm]

new journal: waitedintherain

it's friends-only but if you add me i'll add you back.
don't really know why i made a new one, i guess i just wanted a change.
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Cleveland / Jack's Mannequin / Meeting Andrew. [13 Jul 2006|01:15pm]
I suppose I'll do an actual update now. Sorry for those of you who are already sick of me rambling about JM and meeting Andrew, but I have loved that man for so long, and his music has meant so much to me, that meeting him was like finding the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. I haven't stopped smiling since I met him. Well, except for when I was sobbing tears of happiness. But more on that later...

We flew from Maine to Cleveland to see Jack"s Mannequin perform.Collapse )
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[09 Jun 2006|08:12pm]
one more.

my friends as the spice girls.Collapse )
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[09 Jun 2006|04:21pm]
because my life is amazing...

my friends as the cast of ghostwriter...Collapse )
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[09 Jun 2006|12:29am]
because i'm just that cool...

my friends as the casts of that 70s show and american pie...Collapse )
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an end-of-the-year wrap-up. [16 May 2006|05:09pm]

i did this last year, so i thought it would be fun to do it this year too.

2005-2006 wrap-upCollapse )
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[27 Jan 2006|04:42pm]
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comment to be added. (if you're already my friend, no worries. you're automatically added.)
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i only dance with you. [27 Jan 2006|03:34pm]
[ mood | happy ]

it's been a good week. DGZ OFF THE HEEZY. haha. looove those girls. many meetings & banner-making & rush parties & late-night coffee shop trips. good times.

i have a lot of work for the classes i'm taking but because of my sweet schedule i've been able to get it all done in time and even have free time to curl up on the futon with hot chocolate and watch movies. i watched almost famous the other day & it made my heart happy & chole and i are going to have a penny lane party soon that's going to be pretty fabuloso.

in my free time i've also been updating what i affectionately dub my 'angst book'. it has my poetry and quotes i like and cool photos & collage-ish things. i scanned a couple of pages in -- xCollapse )

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dgz is off the heezy. [26 Jan 2006|11:42pm]
i love them.Collapse )
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[25 Jan 2006|10:35am]
i.o.u. one galaxy.
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[23 Jan 2006|11:56am]
somewhere i have never travelled,gladly beyond
any experience,your eyes have their silence:
in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me,
or which i cannot touch because they are too near

your slightest look easily will unclose me
though i have closed myself as fingers,
you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens
(touching skilfully,mysteriously) her first rose

or if your wish be to close me,i and
my life will shut very beautifully, suddenly,
as when the heart of this flower imagines
the snow carefully everywhere descending;

nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals
the power of your intense fragility: whose texture
compels me with the color of its countries,
rendering death and forever with each breathing

(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens; only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
nobody,not even the rain, has such small hands

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fear changes everything. [21 Jan 2006|04:04pm]
[ mood | sad ]

i'm starting to freak out a little. my life is beginning to overwhelm me. i know that i have taken on more than i can handle, but there's nothing i can let go of. there's not really anything i WANT to let go of. but everything is just piling up.

the week of the 30th is going to pretty much kill me. it's rush week for the sorority, which means an event every day. monday night is also the night of the billy joel concert, and i'm most likely going to miss my tuesday classes. normally i wouldn't mind, except that sister maureen is intense and said that you can't miss any of her classes unless you're in the hospital. so i don't really know what to do about that. she also says that she grades on a whim, by her mood, and that if you have absences it will definitely affect it negatively. and i can't drop that class. so... yikes for that. i've heard that she decides early on whether she likes you or doesn't, and that your grade reflects that. here's to a C, cause i know she's going to hate me. yippee.

i am pretty much out of money as well. something that i was counting on fell through. i barely (if even) have enough to cover the things that i've already planned and i just hope i can make it through the semester. i want to get a job but i am going to be so busy with my classes (which are already shaping up to be a lot of work) and the sorority and activities that i won't have tons of time -- not to mention that i am exhausted ALL THE TIME. i don't know why... i don't know if my body is still recovering from everything last semester, or if it's the new allergy medication making me drowsy but i am seriously always tired. i am continually yawning. i have zero energy. it's really hard just to make it through the days. i don't know what i am going to do once the days get longer and busier. just cross my fingers and hope for the best, i guess.

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what you want ain't what you need. [20 Jan 2006|05:42pm]
I have eaten
the plums
that were in
the icebox

and which
you were probably
for breakfast

Forgive me
they were delicious
so sweet
and so cold

- William Carlos Williams

that's one of my favorite poems, i think. it's simple but deliciously devilish.
anyway, that was random.

school is going pretty well. my schedule is fairly amazing. and it's good that i have so much free time because i have been feeling extremely exhausted for about two and a half weeks. like i got hit by a linebacker, but not even a cute one. i kind of just want to be back home. &&& i miss sarah and cyndi.

i miss having a crush. i haven't had a really good crush for a while. i haven't had butterflies for almost two years. that needs to change. i'll take my tall dark & handsome now, please.

lots of exciting stuff coming up. billy joel concert on monday the 30th and the academy is... on feb 4th. delta gamma zeta (our new national name) is doing rushing/pledging for almost two months. i turn 21 in march. dane cook hbo special on april 15 (which is also easter weekend - craziness at my house as a post-birthday celebration). it's going to be busy busy busy. i hope i survive.
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stop the world. [18 Jan 2006|10:46am]
it's amazing how i can randomly hear this song before i fall asleep, and i dream about him.

he was the only one who never broke my heart.
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haha... oh no. [18 Jan 2006|10:37am]
i made another one of those things where i recast a movie/tv show with my friends.
and i must say, i think this one is pretty classic.
especially gould & joel in the picture.

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these are my thoughts. [16 Jan 2006|10:51pm]

my top 10 favorite films of 2005 --

(keep in mind, these are just my personal favorites. i'm sure there were plenty of films i didn't see and therefore will be left off this list... in fact, i know for a fact that i didn't get to see most of the more critically acclaimed films that came ot this year. so... deal with it?)

cut for those who don"t careCollapse )

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kiss me, you fool. [16 Jan 2006|10:17pm]
a few material possessions that i am barely surviving without currently:

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if only i had money.

school is school.
i'm still too tired to be here.
buuuut luckily i don't have any classes on mondays & fridays.
i should probably get a job.
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i'm listening to the smiths, what does that tell you? [14 Jan 2006|07:53pm]
[ mood | a little downtrodden ]

i go back to school tomorrow and i'm not really ready yet.
i had a good break and i am going to miss people.
hanging out with sarah and cyndi last night was fun.

it's not that i am dreading school...
i'm excited to see everyone.
i just don't want to do any work.
and i don't want to get a job.
but i know i have to.
because i am broke, and somehow i keep spending money i don't have.

i bought tickets for dane cook's hbo special this morning and i can't even be happy about it because i know i can't afford them and shouldn't have bought them.

money owed:
alex: $65 (billy joel ticket + the academy is... ticket)
credit card: $1000+

i need some sort of sweet fundraiser. any ideas?

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omg i effing love potatoes. [14 Jan 2006|01:47pm]

You're Ireland!

Mystical and rain-soaked, you remain mysterious to many people, and this
makes you intriguing.  You also like a good night at the pub, though many are just as
worried that you will blow up the pub as drink your beverage of choice.  You're good
with words, remarkably lucky, and know and enjoy at least fifteen ways of eating a potato.
 You really don't like snakes.

Take the Country Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid

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north carolina. [12 Jan 2006|04:13pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

a photo diary
january 5 - january 8, 2006

lots of pictures, under hereCollapse )
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